After my cry session, I pulled myself off of the bed and drug myself to the bathroom. I stepped into the shower and allowed the water to run down my shoulders and back. I sighed as the heat helped to relax some of the heartache away. I wasn’t thinking while I was in there, but I looked down and watched as the blood that had pooled inside of me spilled down my leg. I bit back the tears as I realized that I was watching my pup flow down the drain.
After I finished my shower, I stepped out of the bathroom and dried myself off. I know I don’t feel like doing this, but I decided to brush my teeth and put on something that resembled clothing but I made sure that it was comfortable. I know I don’t have to impress anyone today, but I need to take care of myself. That is how I learn to love mysel
