Mabel . . Although I had fantasized about it, it just started, only since I saw that lewd stuff on his laptop. But reason fantasies were fantasies because they were not that easy to attain. Some fantasies are supposed to remain in your head and never be acted out. What if this was one of them? For the past few years, the only c**k that my vaginal had known was Sammy’s. What if something changed after having s*x? What if I don’t enjoy it but Sammy does and he continues to bring other men to f**k me? And I love Sammy too much to say no. My heart thumped so loudly in my chest I could swear Sammy must have heard it. Like he could see the nervousness all over my face and my boy, Sammy placed his hand on my thighs. “You don’t have to force it,” he said, “we could just watch other people h

