Cassandra . . The next morning I could barely stare at myself. I felt horrible, like I was some kind of pervert. I wasn’t even some kind of pervert. I had become a pervert. I couldn’t even shut my eyes in peace. When I did, I remembered how I shoved my finger into my p***y and mouth like some animal in heat. After crawling out of the house, I boarded a bus. By the time I reached the campus, the air was colder. I pulled my coat like a shiver had tugged at my skin. Mabel was already sitting outside the humanities building, legs crossed, drinking her usual smoothie. As I drew closer, her eyes met mine. “You looked like you didn't sleep well.” “I couldn’t.” I sighed, dropping to the spot beside me. Mabel's lips curled into a soft smile. She leaned in and shielded her mouth. “Don’t t

