I feel slightly guilty for being one of the causes of the exhausted look on my mate's face. He might try to hide it, but I can see the bags underneath his eyes. My 'heat' had been revealing itself more these past few weeks. I've had it about three times now, ever since the first one, and each time is worse than the last. Even though I try to suppress it, it's hard not to give in. I've been throwing unnecessary tantrums and almost 'raping' Reagan. But he still wants to wait, at least until my wolf's process of turning to a Lycan was complete. This way, we could mark each other in our human and beast form almost at the same time. It hasn't been easy, as the s****l tension only increases between us. But I keep reminding myself it's only a few weeks or days, and my wolf would be a whole new