CHAPTER FORTY ONE A minute after she was gone, I remained still, my brain a mess of thoughts. My son was missing and that was all I should care about but now this had to come. How was I supposed to get over the fact that the woman I grew up believing was my mother was actually not? “Lana,” Andrew’s voice sounded distant as he rushed towards me with Vivian and Lily in tow. They all wore the same worried look on their faces. Andrew grabbed on my arms, shaking me lightly,” Are you okay Lana?” “I-I just need to breathe,” I whispered. It truly felt like someone had pushed a ton of stones inside my lungs and all I wanted was to feel free of all this pain choking me. “Lana, it's me. You know you can tell me anything,” “I don’t know Andrew. All everyone has been doing is keepi

