Amelia I loved it when Uncle Pax came to visit. He brought this happiness with him that always put a smile on my mom's face. I knew my mom was happy living here but there were times I would catch her staring off into the distance in a world of her own. I knew who was on her mind, the same person who she dreams about most nights. Luca and I hear her nightmares, we hear the name she calls out in her sleep, she thinks she has hidden her true feelings all this time but I know deep down she needs closure, she needs to face her demons to get over them. This was the last day Uncle Pax was spending with us, first thing tomorrow morning he would be leaving to go back home and we would go back to living in secret until his visit next year. He always made sure we had a good time and even though we

