ALICE The expression that crosses Dominic's mother's face as soon as she hears me say that I am not sure about the wedding , only fuels the feelings of guilt and fear that arose from that horrible nightmare , she seems to be on the verge of collapse , so I hasten to correct what I just told her. " I mean , what if I stumble or make a fool of myself in front of all those people? " I tell her by way of explanation , and she visibly relaxes. " Oh , my dear , these nerves are normal , in fact , I am surprised that you did not go into shock before , on my wedding day I spent the night before vomiting , and five minutes before the ceremony started I was about to leave the place , I got on my nerves and I didn't know if I was really doing the right thing by marrying a man I had known