Ezra Anderson I have no idea what the f**k is going on... and I am desperate for an answer. Ever since Becky told me she was pregnant with our first baby, I have been elated. Her pregnancy was not an easy one, but we managed, even with everything that was happening around us... We pulled through. When Becky had her gender reveal party, I was thrilled to discover that our upcoming baby was a girl. We agreed on naming her after my late mother, Amalia. It was sweet and a homage to both of them. The day they placed her in my arms, I was disarmed. Amalia was the most beautiful baby girl I have ever seen. She was stunning from the moment she was born. Some babies are swollen and plain ugly, but then hours later, they become cute. That was not Amalia; she was adorable and then turned gorgeo