i took a longer shower than i planned , standing under the hot water trying to wash the feeling of him off me. i touched my lips thinking of our kiss..my first kiss. this is all your fault i said to lex, this is why i didn't want a mate, they can be cruel or controlling or flat out reject you. 'I'm sorry, from now on i wont take control ' i could tell she was just as sad as i was.
I got out of the shower wrapping a towel around me and brushed my teeth and hair. i headed to my room locking the door behind me, considering the possibility of not going tonight. luna susan would drag me out there . i signed and changed into a pair of shorts and a shirt grabbing my dress and perfume and some shoes and headed down to lisa's room.
She opened the door with a towel around her head " come in " she
