GABRIELE FERRARI
I keep pacing up and down the corridor, waiting for anyone to tell me what the f**k is taking them so long to tell me if whether Elisa and the baby are going to be fine or what is going to happen. I have been in hospital for almost an hour now while Elisa was rushed to the emergency room. I am really scared that if the baby is really mine and he or she does not make it, then my past is replaying itself. It hurts… no, scratch that. It actually bothers me that I was not there for Jasmine when she was pregnant, and I never got the chance to be there when she gave birth to our son; not to even mention that I missed out on the whole four years of his life. Again, if Elisa is really pregnant with my baby, then I have no choice but to be there for her and our baby throughout th
