Jake I've been drifting in and out of consciousness, both from everyone else's perspective and also from my own. Every time I felt myself slipping into the afterlife, I would be brought back by the sweet sound of Olivia's voice and the determination she holds in me getting better. She seems more optimistic than me in my chances of a speedy recovery, or of a recovery, point blank. Fang has been right there with me, both of us fighting tooth and nail to stay alive and get through the night, which Jen said is critical. I knew the silver had poisoned my whole body, and despite most of the external wounds healing, the real damage was flowing through my veins. What made things even worse, pain wise, was the blatant betrayal from my fated mate. With her actions, Caroline broke our mate bond, cr