~LUCAS~
I was so caught up in pleasuring Freya that I did not realize I was crossing a line. She was clearly not ready for that next step in our marriage and I was forcing myself onto her.
Fuck.
Damn Gideon Blackner.
Because of him I almost did to my wife exactly what I was trying to prevent from happening.
But damn me. I wanted it. I would be lying if I said I didnt. She thought I was forcing myself to do it but that was not the case. I wanted it far more than she would ever imagine. Far more.
I was still surprised by my body and its needs. I should not want this, not when I had a mate that I still had not rejected. A mate that expressed her pain whenever I ignored her.
I close my eyes to hide the pain at the reminder. I did not want Freya to have even the slightest clue that
