~LUCAS~
I was messed up in the head. One second, I was worried about Avery, and the next, I was concerned about Freya. I knew I couldn't keep caring about them both; I would have to focus on one. But for now, I had no idea how to do it.
I just confessed to Freya that it bothered me Avery would be going on dates with other men. As soon as the words left my mouth, I knew I had to take them back one way or the other.
When I saw the broken look on my wife's face, I knew I was screwed. The guilt kept eating me alive. Just because she knew that Avery was my mate, didn't mean I had to be so open about my feelings in front of her. I didn't want to do anything to hurt her; Freya was too sweet and kind to go through any kind of pain caused by my recklessness.
My mind goes back to when she aske
