Four Weeks Later
As soon as the sun shines into our bedroom window, my eyes pop open. I could hardly sleep last night thinking about how amazing today is going to be. The last month of getting to spend time with Trevor, Clarice, Chrissy, and Noreen has made me realize how lonely my life truly was before becoming a part of this family. Even my relationship with Jared is stronger than it ever was. Having my brother back is not something I ever thought would happen. Knowing he never betrayed me has soothed the pain of the past.
He still wants me to talk to my father and there is a part of me that wants to, but I'm afraid. Afraid to hear his answers. Afraid I can't forgive him. Afraid that if I do forgive him he will just hurt me again. I push thoughts of my father away for now. I know I ne
