I was able to avoid conflict; even though Alix didn't want to contact Tristan, she did it in the end, and we avoided a confrontation with his father. Then, Tristan came and told me Varianlir had a new plan. He didn't want to hide our affection anymore. Instead, we would look like two lovers.
The mate part still had to remain secret, which made Keila sad, but I assured her that Varianlir was doing this to protect us. Since then, all we have had to do is go on dates, which has been fun, and some balls, which hasn't been as fun.
The dresses are uncomfortable, I can't breathe when they force me to wear one, and I still think their... dances are ridiculous. I have to remind myself why I am doing these things; that's the only way I can stand these people.
Today, the maids are preparing me
