My lips part as I struggle to find something to say, completely at a loss. Neither of the marriages went particularly well for me. Colton and I made the decisions easily and without a hitch. I guess we didn’t have too many problems other than the obvious situation. And he did take the baby. But I already don’t like the idea of marrying someone I choose, so I think the idea of being forced to marry a particular person, and not having a say about it, is absolutely disgusting and abhorrent.
On the other hand, Ashford and I didn’t even have to talk about the decisions. We just made them and it ended up being exactly what the other would have chosen. But it took forever to get him to do it. On top of that, we couldn’t even manage to get along long enough not to lose a kid. But when it counte
