Transparent tears unconsciously streamed down his face, and his fingers lifted and touched the liquid, and he could not believe that he would cry for such a thing, because these eyes had been without tears for many years since he lost his mother.
Because of the loss of a loved one, his body will react like this.
No one can give an answer except himself.
Rand let silence take over. . .
Let the tears flow out into a string …
Let the pain of severing the relationship break out with one's own hands. . .
He had done his best, for he loved him more than himself, and he had accepted Seichi's torment, but he could no longer watch him leave without coming back.
He can't maintain this relationship, but at least he has to maintain Chanin's life.
Although it is painful, it is enough to save he
