ANASTASIA GRIFFITHS I was not able to sleep last night with the cold and wet bed, and my back really hurts so bad, the pain is really unbearable. Maurizio really took me back to the memory I thought I had forgotten. We are back to square and now that I am married to him, it hurts more than in the past. Is it my fault that what happened last night happened? He is my husband and he is supposed to love me, take care of me as he does in the bondage room. God, did Maui get involved last night between us? It doesn't even help at all sitting here and asking myself a lot of questions; what am I going to do if Maurizio is going to be like this all the time? I hear the door unlocking and I quickly wipe my tears, and pull the electric blanket above my shoulders. He even locked me in this room an