ANASTASIA FERRARI Two weeks later, nothing has really changed. Maurizio leaves the house very early and gets back when everybody is asleep. Sometimes, He never comes back at all like today and even when I try to speak to him it's like I am doing something illegal. 'Home? I am sleeping here tonight, home is full of lies!' I still can't get that out of my mind, what made him say that? Did he see Mauricio's message on my phone? I am tempted to ask, but I am scared I might be setting myself on fire, I am scared to incriminate myself and get killed for something I could have kept within myself to my grave when I die. It is very early in the morning and I am sitting on my bed, breastfeeding Leonardo in his sleep. Well, since my husband won't sleep with me, I will sleep with my babies. My

