MAURIZIO FERRARI
I had to spend the night here last night. My children, including Ana, did not want to let me go. This was my first time sleeping over here in Anastasia's room, but I won't lie; it was more peaceful than my house.
Anastasia is clinging to my chest, enclosed in my arms and I am scared to move because she might wake up and start crying all over again; she did too much of that last night that she ended up getting a headache. I cannot stress her anymore as she is pregnant; I want her to enjoy this like the previous ones. I honestly still wish that we were getting divorced because her life with me is at risk, but I also think to myself; Anastasia and the kids are safer when they are close to me. I have too many enemies and I never know when and how they strike, but I know tha
