My lips pressed together as he waited for my answer. I couldn't think anything straight, couldn't even manage to look at his face without guilt crawling my body. How was he so calm about it? Why was he not scared about facing his fiancee? "You're upset" He mumbled, turning to face me. Of course, I was upset. I was angry at myself and how stupid I was to lose control and sleep with him again. "Aria" He softly whispered, his voice hesitant as he tried to come closer. It spurred me even more than I could imagine. Unable to hold myself I opened my mouth. "Of course I am f*****g upset" My voice was shrill and loud even to my own ears. The throbbing in my head was intense and my own voice was ringing in my ears. It made me wince. Edward looked like he was slapped, obviously not expecting m