(Ava)
Okay, I know I was supposed to be taking things slow..and Theo constantly tells me I am in control..but why do I feel even more out of control than I did before all of this?
For example..when I went back to my desk, the only thing I could think of was Theo and what we had just done..the fact that I asked him to do any of that and in his damn office at that! This was not me..and the scary thing is..I think I kind of liked it..I liked Theo ordering me around a little and how he seemed to be just as out of control as I was.
After leaving Theo's office, I couldn't look a single person in the eye for a good hour at least..but then I got a text..and what it said left me sadder than I probably should've been..
From Theo: I'm going to be late coming to your place tonight. I have to hand
