(Caspian)
I miss my wife..so f*****g much..
I miss waking up together and our morning routine..I miss seeing her at lunchtime..me walking her to classes whenever I get the chance and stealing kisses every moment I could.
I know this is for the best and I know I wanted this for her more than she did even for herself..
But now that she has started going to her new school..fuck it's been hard.
Since we are in the middle of our season, practices have become even more grueling, and by the time I get home, I feel exhausted..
But we still find time..like when I came home that one evening to Johnnie cooking us dinner, wearing only an apron..yeah, that one was memorable..
Or when she surprised me in the locker room after I stayed late at the rink to help a few of my teammates run a couple o
