Devin
I really felt like I was having a dream or something. It didn’t feel real because she had been gone for so long, and I’ve had so many dreams about her.
If I hadn’t felt the reminder bump in between us, promises would have been broken, and I would be nowhere close to the redemption I want. I know she was disappointed in me, but I’m trying to do this right. Control your impulses, think before you act kind of right.
Shit, I can’t believe I almost marked her! What a disaster that would have been!
I had to physically put some distance between us to cool down. I locked the door to the bathroom and got in the shower. With it being winter the cold water was frigidly cool, but it helped with the fire I felt inside.
I need to figure out a plan for how I’m going to address these issue
