Opening my eyes first thing I noticed was the man who forced himself on me last night but instead of pushing him away, I was seeking peace in him.
His arms were feeling too protective around me and breathing was soothing my aching heart.
I also realized that he was holding me in his lap as Lucian used to.
His kisses and the way he was rubbing my back reminded me of those days when I used to stay in Lucian's lap the whole day talking about random stuff.
Lucian used to tell me the horrifying stories of his mafia life and I, I used to stare at his face aimlessly.
Every memory of Lucian was pushing me back to the time when I was empty in and out when I had no one in my life.
More than Lucifer I am scared of my past and the loneliness I suffered.
Lucifer asked me if I wanna sleep
