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I crawled away from him as much as I could and the little space on the seat allowed me,
brushing off the sharp stinging pain in my bubble butts.
My f-ucked up thoughts and the ongoing things fueled my rage turning my skin red.
The strong wave inside me to kill the monster sitting beside me made my fist curl.
How dare to raise his damn hand on me a second time?
How could he hurt Jason for no reason?
How could he think that he could do anything to me?
I am not his or anyone's property,
I am not his toy whom he can play with,
I am not his f-ucking obsession.
For god sake, I am a damn human being.
I turned my glaring gaze at him but found him already staring at me with a brooding stare.
"You are a f-ucking b@stard!
A piece of s**t,
A monster,
The day I get a chance I won't hesitate to slaughter you,
You hell hole" I told him gritting my teeth but angry tears spilled out of my eyes.
A sob was about to escape but I uncurled my palm and covered my mouth.
"You have no right to do anything with us or anyone else,"
I let out but even after my blurry vision, his gaze almost gave me the vibe of cowering.
But I am in too much rage to care about his fear and the things he has been storing inside him for me.
"The day I laid my eyes on you, I claimed you as mine, Maddie!
(tear rolled down through my cheek. How dare he to call me with this name?
I didn't permit him to call me this.)
And now I have everything to do anything I want with you
(My jaws clenched seeing his audacity and he noticed that but didn't know why chose to ignore it.)
Instead of you, I should get angry with you as if you dare to escape from me,
You ran away from our marriage and I won't let this matter go,
I am going to punish you so hard that you'll think a thousand times before pulling such a stunt again. "
He didn't yell at me but his voice was holding power and his eyes were gleaming with determination.
In terror, the goosebumps appeared all over my skin.
He's going to hurt me, just like Jason...
Jason!
Oh my Almighty,
Jason.
What his men would do with him?
Will they kill him as Lucifer ordered them?
The terrible thoughts and Jason's horrifying condition made me slightly shake my head.
I was about to beg him again for Jason's life but his next words made me hold my breath.
"How do you know Jason and how he is to you? "
I turned my attention to my lap and blinked my tears.
His ferocious eagle gaze was still staring at me.
He was my only hope to reach my love,
He was the guy who was about to take me to my Lucian. I yelled in my mind.
"I asked you something Maddie and your silence will only put you in more trouble."
I closed my eyes tightly, I knew he still staring at me as if trying to read me, I could feel it.
Sucking a deep breath and calming my nerves, I opened my eyes and looked into his cold frosty eyes.
I wanted to let out the truth,
I wanted to tell him that I came to meet my love and I'll never going to love you, but decided against it.
I chose to listen to my mind instead of my heart.
"I met him at the Airport and he promised to help me, that's it. " I smoothly lied as I didn't want to add further problems to my plate or Jason.
The darkness hovered in his eyes, I got a feeling that he knew something more about me and Jason.
His harsh, calculating gaze has been making me feel as if he can look into my soul and see that I have been keeping some truth from him.
He sighed,
Passing me the intense stare.
For a second I felt as if his eyes were telling me to tell the truth but I chose to stick to my grounds.
"You know what we hate most in Mafia?
( I was quiet even knowing the answer)
Lairs and traitors!
And you my darling done but the things. "
Even his tone was soft but my heart started trembling due to fear.
"And sometimes,
(He paused to serve more terror in my already terrified body)
Most of the time lairs have paid for their lies with their lives or their dear ones' lives"
Even after his deadly warning, I refuse to explain anything to him further.
I know what was going on in his mind,
I know he thinks that Jason is my love,
If this is it,
Then I let it in this way.
Lucifer is nobody to me and he deserves to know nothing about me.
"Let's try again!"
He cut the silence with his sharp tear peeping off tone.
"Who is he to you, Maddie"
"I didn't permit you to call me Maddie... " I somehow let out ignoring the questions he asked me.
In the blink of an eye, he covered the distance between us and hovered his huge body over mine.
His whole body was brushing against mine.
I used all my strength not to cry out in pain when he grasped my jaw, but I couldn't control it.
The pain was too much for me and the grip was so deadly that if he kept holding my jaw a little longer, he would end up crushing my jaw bones.
He asked me to open my eyes,
No, he didn't ask but barked an order at me.
I knew it wasn't the time to disobey him so I did what he asked me to do but the next second I started regretting it.
The deadly looks in his eyes made me beg god to end my life right here, right now.
"And who the hell are you not to permit me to call you what I want? "
H has been making me feel like he owns me,
He has been making me feel like I am his slave and he is my master.
"By the way, you didn't mind throwing yourself at Jason and allowing him to roam his flirty disgusting hand around you.
You didn't mind kissing him with the lips that belong to me and only me... "
My eyes widened in terror and my skin I am sure turned pale.
He knew,
He knew everything right from the beginning.
Brushing his lips to my cheeks he blew air to my ear making me shudder under him.
Tightening his grasp against my jaw and making me moan in pain, his teeth bite my earlobe.
I ferociously tried to push him back but the more I attempted to push him back the more he was brushing himself against me and his bite started hurting me
I could feel his length on my gut, he was huge,
Huge than I read and heard about.
"Please... " I cried out.
"He had been holding you,
Groping you and you let him... " he groaned in rage, my earlobes were still captured between his teeth.
I felt his palm running over my body and soon he squeezed my waist harshly.
I know he had intentions to squeeze my ass but he didn't get the excess.
"Your plumpy Ass...
He was caressing the ass cheeks which only I have the right to touch.
He was grinding your limp d-ick against your thigh and you let it happen... "
He let out the words as if spitting the poison.
I don't know what he was talking about but suddenly it crossed my mind that he was talking about the moment when I was at the airport and I witnessed my Dad's best friend.
I had no other option that time, I only hugged him and Jason hugged me back. It was nothing like how he had been making it disgusting and dirty.
He bit again,
The pain was again too much to bear, I cried out in pain as I could feel the wetness.
I know it's not his saliva but my earlobe is bleeding.
"I always see you different than other girls but I don't know that you are just like those wh/ores who throw themselves over a man" he growled, suddenly pushing me away and moving back to his place.
His action was too brutal, he shoved me away as if I were some kind of trash.
Lifting my wet lashes and gripping my bleeding ear lobe, I looked at him and noticed the disgust on his features for me that made me feel disgusted by my, own existence.
How could his stare affect me this badly?
How could his gaze me feel so low?
Sobbing hard I removed my gaze from him but I could feel him glaring at me.
"Don't f-ucking remove your damn eye from me, if you don't want me to throw you on my thigh and spank you hard! " He threatened, making me stare at him again.
Embarrassed! That's what I am feeling at this moment.
His men and a guy who has been driving heard his dirty words but they neither say a word nor object.
Why would they object?
Who I am for them?
"How many times has he touched you inside the room " He snarled.
His flaring eyes are looking. disappointment as if I hurt him or betrayed him.
"You are disgusting and Pathetic!
(I yelled out at him, how dare he raise his finger at my character when I know how polished his character is)
And let me clear you one thing,
I am not yours,
I can never be yours,
I hate you...
No, I loathe you...
And a psychopath like you don't deserve any girl in his life"
I gritted, if I could, I would surely slap him hard.
A smile appeared on his lips in the blink of an eye,
He wasn't looking evil anymore but his smile was giving him a devilish handsome look.
Lifting my gaze a little up, I noticed his hair falling on his forehead, last time when we met, they were nicely gelled but still, even with disheveled hair he looked like an angel.
"You have no idea doll how I am gonna make you pay for your foolish stunt! "
The way he uttered the words made me gulped but my throat was already too dry.
"I own you doll!
You are mine and only,
Because of your damn stunt, our wedding got delayed but no worries.
And once we get married, I'll let you know every second how much you belong to me... "
His every word sounded like a threat, which it was.
I am not an i***t who won't understand the meaning behind his words.
The worst once again started occurring in my mind which made me talk back again.
"Don't do this please,
You won't get anything.
I don't love you,
I will never love you, my heart belongs to someone whom I can never forget in this... "
I halted, realizing what I just uttered.
The words just slipped out as if they were meant to be.
I didn't get the chance to correct myself,
I witnessed how the smile vanished from his face and was replaced by darkness.
Now his features were looking like a dark dense jungle that only the devil could dare to explore.
"Repeat! " he let out darkly
I flinched, feeling scared and so tiny in front of him.
He started fuming like a ferocious bull and his flaring eyes were staring at me as if it would turn me into ashes any second.
I haven't witnessed such darkness in his eyes at home or back to the hotel or a few minutes back when he was molesting me.
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