***Explicit Chapter Read at your own risk***
Shayna
Pain. Sweat. Eat. Sleep. War with my own mind on touching myself to relieve the ache. I never had before. I had never been allowed. I didn't know where to start. I didn't know what felt good for me, what felt right. I don't know what I like and what I don't like. My heat struck as soon as I shut and locked my front door. Miles had looked at me like I was a hydra with thousands of heads sprouting from its neck.
I had sent miles to his great grandmother's for the week after letting her know what was happening. I didn't want to chance anything happening while I was indisposed, and he needed an adult to watch after him. Levi had given me time off from work. I wondered if he had made it safely since there was no text or call but I could b
