(43) Almost Amarah The past few days in the palace have been enlightening. Maex is with me whenever, but work does keep him late at night and he comes back to bed close to morning then he has to wake up early again. I felt so sorry that I told him that he should stay as I go to the hospital. “I can still come” he says with dark rings under his eyes, he pulls himself off the bed and I can only grin at his state. “I can do it” He has been working straight, attending balls and meetings with nobles. He tries to bring me to one, but there were so many questions about my ability that it has become intrusive and gives me horrible panic attacks. The future that my parents feared has come. Someone leaked the information about me, and everyone is intrigued now. Merow has been livid. She tightene