Michaela’s POV. After I have had a shower and got ready for dinner. I think back to what has happened over the past week. To be honest, it has been a lot more than any sane person will handle, but that’s just it. I’m not sane. After what I have been through, I should be certified as crazy, but we all deal with trauma differently. I have never seen trauma as being a weakness. It gives you some kind of strength. Straight to carry the f**k on, to not let what caused the issue to rule over you. That is why I went into porn. They tried to break me but I hope when they watch my films and see me. They realise that what they did didn’t send me running for the hills. No, it made me stronger. Everyone deals differently. Don’t get me wrong, it took a while to be able to trust men again. Even thou