EMMA’s POV :
My days went by in a flash.
I found out that pushing my feelings away and pretending like they don’t exist worked best for me at the moment. Fake it ‘til you make it, they said. So for the past month, I walked through life pretending like I didn’t have a c***k in my heart the size of a mountain. I laughed at every joke I heard. I smiled at everyone. I threw away any thoughts of Ian and I spent all my time with my friends and family. Some nights, I learned to cook with mom or I would watch the games on TV with dad.
If there was a blessing in disguise from our breakup, it was that I could get closer to the people that truly love me. I appreciated my quirky, awesome two best friends more than I ever could. They had been with me through the ups and downs and they alwa
