Luka I wasn’t sure from day to day if we were doing training or physical therapy. I trusted Caleb in his judgment. So far, even with setbacks and injuries, my health was improving. Maybe more importantly, my mindset was improving. My outlook. I was hopeful, not because I had faith that the future would get better, because it already had. I had practiced the words in my head that I wanted to say to him, and I hoped I’d be bold enough to tell him that day. Caleb, these past few weeks have been the best of my life. I want to be with you, not just as a contract mate. I want to be with you officially. For good. In whatever way you’ll have me. He already said I was his mate before. Why wouldn’t he say it again? I dressed in one of my cutest workout outfits and did my hair and makeup. My