After that I fully understood that there was no way to be alive in this world and never get hurt. We have all been there before, me with my parents and now Zoe, or when someone you know says something so hurtful to you. The question at the back of my head was how do you explain how you feel, and how do you work on getting out of feeling like that... Because it was just death waiting to happen.
The pain I felt was out of this world. It started as this sickening numbing sensation that seem to come from the pit of my stomach and it could almost become physical as my back would be forced to arch or maybe that was because of sleeping in the same position for so long. I then sometimes experienced a mixture of disgust and repulsion that made a foul taste come to my mouth...which would lead me t
