Have you ever felt lost? Like you had no purpose in life.. I mean you probably thought that something was for you and then you ended up screwing things up so much that when you made peace with that you found yourself lost and without any purpose.
I still had the farm and the store to take good care of but I felt like I had no purpose. Going to Zoe's place yesterday I thought things would be better. I thought she'd understand where I was coming from and give me a chance to work with her even if it wasn't romantically.. But she didn't. She didn't trust me and I was bumbed, I did prepare myself for such because I didn't to go there overconfident, but deep down I still had little hope that maybe she'd look past everything. Which only left me with disappointment.
"I have to go back to Johann
