DAMON’S POV
I left Alyssa’s room as soon as we finished having s*x. I felt like the longer I stayed in there, the more I lost my senses and forgot my intentions. I didn’t want her to think I had suddenly changed my mind and decided that she was worth keeping. I hadnt explicitly told her that I didn’t wNt to keep her around and maybe part of the teason why I did that was because I relt lkke she would resist me if I made my ingen4ionsnwith her clear. I didn’t wT hwr to tuink that I wAs just using her…yet. It’s nLike I cared about her feelings and felt obligated to protect her feelings but it was my own interests that I qas looking out for.
She had expressed her disinterest in being with me in the beginning, however she seemed a little too eager to have s*x with me. She hadn’t even tried t
