(Emma) I was bracing myself to hear Darius say that he didn't love me, that he loved someone else. But that didn't come and I breathed a sigh of relief. I know that I should just let that go because I have other things to focus on, like making sure that Darius is alright. I noticed that he was slowly slipping away into that dark place in his mind and I didn't want that to happen. I understand that losing his warriors was devastating. I could see it in the way he sat there, staring at nothing, lost in his own mind. I knew what he was thinking. He was blaming himself. He was going over every moment, every decision, wondering if he could have done something different. If he could have saved them. No matter how many times I told him that it wasn't his fault, I knew that he didn't beli