[Jade] The plane ride home couldn't go any faster, I was really nervous, I hadn't even informed Zara that I was leaving town and I was sure that I didn't check out the right way I should have because I just slammed the key card on the receptionist desk and walked away. I felt very nervous in the plane, I wondered how badly Mason was hurt, I felt very bad and guilty, I could believe that I'd allowed them to talk me into nearly leaving the love of my life. I couldn't imagine my life without Mason and I felt very bad and guilty for all the things that I'd done behind his back. I promised myself to come clean about everything that I'd done behind his back as soon as he was strong enough to hear them. I dozed off in the plane and I had another dream or whatever it was I was having, this ti