I was currently sitting in the backseat of my Dads' Land Rover. My Mum was sitting in the front passenger seat and reading some book. My Mum had brought up the subject of me going away for the night and my Dad flat out blocked the idea. He usually let me go, but it was like he suddenly had something against me. Will was driving behind us in his SUV and I would've been driving with him if Dad hadn't objected. He seemed so disconnected from all of us that it was actually scaring me. It was like he didn't want to be here and that slightly made me doubt myself. Because that was what he was doing. He was doubting me. All because of who I used to be before all of this. I closed my eyes and stared out the window and hoped that I didn't mess up today. I hoped that I make the team and make