Beckham As soon as I leave work, the first thing I do is go home and straight to my mailbox. It's empty. James said there was something waiting for me here? It doesn't even matter. I am going to go to her no matter what. It's been too long, and we clearly need to talk. There has to be a reason why she didn't tell me yet. Maybe she got cold feet at the last minute, so it will be best if I surprise her. She can tell me to my face, and we can talk about everything. I want to be happy with this news, but I hate the way I found out, and I still don't know exactly what is going on. Is it true? What does this all mean? I need to get to her asap. My heart is racing just thinking about everything. I go inside and pack a bag. I don't bother doing anything else. I lock up and throw my bag in the