Beckham It got intense in the hospital room. John barely looked my way, and he kept arguing about everything. I can tell that Virginia is all worked up, and I just don't know what to do or what to say. I feel tension when John talks to me. I know I let him down, and that he is disappointed in me. I just wish he wasn't so cold or trying to ice me out right now. I offered to stay with her though, and that seemed to calm everyone down. Soon they all begin walking out and James comes over to me. "Call us if you need us," he says. Virginia walks over to me. "Hey, sorry about that. Dad is having a hard time with all of this. It doesn't help that mom and Austin's anniversary of their deaths is approaching," she tells me. I nod. She looks around, her eyes settling on everything but me. I decide