During this time, I look very nervous. . . I observed him for a while, and he was usually cheerful, but after I slapped him that day, he talked less and accidentally frowned, as if thinking something. I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid to ask and leave. This will make our relationship worse, because I am very uncomfortable. I was very uncomfortable, because I didn't know what he was thinking, I was very uncomfortable, things that day have been bothering me, I was afraid that I would do something that was not suitable for him, and what was even more uncomfortable was that when I looked in the mirror, my n***d body was now red. They're not boobs and shoulders anymore. They begin to spread to the wrists, abdomen and thighs, and soon spread to the whole body. . . I stood quietly in front of