One thing I learned in these three years I have been in university; you are never the person you were six years ago. When I look back at the pictures of the old school days that are still living in my phone, I cringe at them.
This girl has been missing, back then, I showed my emotions to everyone. Not everyone knew I had panic attacks, so every time a teacher yells at me; the waterfalls begin to work, and I always lie and say, ‘my stomach is killing me’. When I started high school, I surrounded myself with people and I wasn’t the same kid I was in middle school, I became someone who barely cries, and people wanted me to cry.
Still, when I have panic attacks, I cry, but I do not cry in public now; I keep telling myself that I am in control of my body, and surprisingly, it works.
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