Forcing myself to sit across from Alana, she tried to communicate with me, but I always find a way to ignore any contact with her. However today, my mom demanded that I attend the dinner party. Leave it to my mom to make this a tradition every time one of us gets married, we are sat in the dining table, I am sitting between my mom and Sophia, while my dad is seated in the middle at the end of the table, then Alana is sitting between Mason and Lola. I would've invited Adam to help this tension and awkwardness, but I still didn't apologize, and I know I should apologize for my actions, but it seems to me that it is good that we are taking a break from each other. We are spending a lot of time together, so maybe this fight is for the best. I can feel Alana's eyes on me, but I try hard not