Amanda's POV Life is not as simple as it appears. It is twisted and a b***h. It will haunt you and try to rip you apart with any flack you allow. There were more nights I wept than others. Well, who knows about this but me? Nobody ever stood up for me. I know I could be crazy sometimes, but I want you to name one sane person. I wondered while looking out of my large Italian window. I was humiliated. This little girl swept away the only other guy around whom I allowed myself to be vulnerable. The guy I had feelings for. I mean, who knows, I could have settled with him if the two of them had not cheated on me. I feel like I was used and tossed into the trash. Blake King played with my emotion, going all the way to bed with me to convince me that he had feelings for me. My foot! My blood