RIZ
I ENJOYED our time in Batangas, and Manang cooked stew for me. But is it normal to reject him after our date last night? I feel so guilty for not being responsive to his touch. The last time we were intimate was when I was pregnant with Pauline. After my miscarriage, aside from our kisses and cuddles, we don’t really go beyond that. Besides taking the time to heal physically, I needed time to heal emotionally as well. I just feel like I am not up for it.
I love my husband. Maybe I just need more time.
We are now back in Manila. He dropped me off at the shop before heading to the office. I know he has a meeting at half past ten and the next one at two in the afternoon. I can’t sit still. I feel like I need to apologize even though he’s not angry. I know he feels disappointed, even if
