Einith It’s been close to a month since we’ve been hiding here on earth. There are some interesting revelations that even I’m pestering Lavarea with questions about it. Not to mention how she one day blurted out during dinner “There are a lot of sleeping gods in this world” I wanted to say it didn’t weigh heavy on my mind. It’s honestly my swapping of culture and knowledge with Lavarea that kept me from…falling apart. Never mind that I’m pregnant and still in constant fear of losing the baby, but I miss him. The thought of our situation makes me not want to get up from my bed or move when I wake up. I have to push myself to do the most simplest things like sit or even stand in my room. So, I can’t let myself down that hole. Not when caving in means that I have to lose my baby. Our baby