I buried my face in the pillow, feeling upset and sad. Arthur had left the previous night, with a really quick, yet emotional departure, and I couldn't sleep the entire night. I needed to go back to him, I needed to return to my family. Coming to Beckley was my decision, but it wasn't supposed to be like this. I was supposed to go back every weekend, stay with them, talk and Skype with Arthur every-day. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. "Scarlett, love, how long are you going to stay in bed?" Axel asked, his tone annoyed. "For the rest of the day," I replied, my voice not above a whisper, but I knew he'd hear me. "You know you can't just be like this," he sighed. "You're going to have to break up with him sooner or later, it's better if he stays away from you." This sent a wave of

