Natalie I'm frozen as I sit on Cam's bed, waiting to hear the two of them leave. My muscles are tense, as I think about what he almost saw. It would've been so easy for me to release the towel and let things progress however they would've. It's not like I haven't thought about it. Some nights I sit here and think about nothing but. However, I'm always aware of where we are, where I am. This is the home he shares with his daughter. The one who lost a mother before she ever had a chance to have one. I take the fact I'm that figure for her seriously, and would never do anything to threaten what we've built. Once the truck backs out of the garage, I allow myself to relax. That's when the shakes go through me. Quickly, I grab my phone and make a call to Hayden. We've become friends over the l