Cali I am released from the hospital and as I walk out, my family and my sister's band mates are sitting in the hallway. Dallas jumps up from her seat. "How's the baby?" she asks. "Fine, how's your hand?" I ask her. "It's fine" she says, but I don't miss the look Albina and Terrance give each other. Is her hand really fine? I will be forever guilty if something is wrong with her hand. "are you sure Dallas, your hands are everything to you and.." I say, but she cuts me off, waving her hands in the air like it's not a big deal. "My babygirl and you and my family are everything to me Cali, even if I couldn't drum or use my hand ever again. What matters is that you are alright and that the baby is alright," she says, and I begin to cry. "Please calm down, don't cry" James rubs my arm up and d