Ryder I am happy once again. Jayne is back in my arms, I tell you I am one lucky bastard. For her to forgive me for being an absolute d**k, for going AWOL and ignoring her calls and texts. After our heart to heart in the office, we made it back to her place where we talked more until we both fell asleep snuggled on the sofa. I woke in the early hours with a stiff neck, deciding it be best to move to the bedroom, I picked Jayne up bridal style and carried her through to her room. She snuggled into my chest the minute I lay beside her. This is where I am supposed to be, why was I stupid and act the way I did. I guess I was scared to admit my feelings and it nearly cost me Jayne. I really will need to make it up to her. Not sure how though. I will work it out. I tell you though I was