ELENA'S POV Neil was very upset with me and understandably so, I had hurt him by keeping this big secret from him and I was selfish for doing so because it was going to affect him as much as it was going to affect me. I was just so scared of making him worry about what I thought was nothing, I knew that we could figure out how to deal with this thing and we just needed time, but after speaking to the oracle I had realized that time was something that we didn't have. I just wished I knew how to get my wolf back and avoid all these problems because I was now tired of going through these emotions. I had tried to follow Neil and talk to him to make him understand how sorry I was for lying to him but he turned into his wolf form and ran from me leaving me behind and leaving me feeling horribl